Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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5:56 pm - rediculous.
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im getting sick of peoples shit, so i am going friends only. ive been taken advantage of too many times, and im finally going to stick up for myself.
so comment if you want to stay on my friends list and shit.
eff you
current mood:  pissed off
current music: mti and jti
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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8:55 am - MATT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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MATT
dude. they did this whole thing on my chemical romance on mtv. they interviewed gerrard and shit....awesome awesome awesome awesome.....
current mood:  amused
current music: "Play Crack the Sky" by Brand New
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Monday, July 12th, 2004
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9:08 am - OW
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dude. someone learn to play "the boy who blocked his own shot" by brand new....and then sing/play it for me and i will be your best friend forever. holy shit i love this song.
current mood: hopeful
current music: "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot" by Brand New
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Thursday, July 1st, 2004
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8:38 pm - i want to drink 3 red bulls and see what happens. just for kicks.
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if you only knew that i hold you in the highest reguard. i wish you could see yourself the way i look at you. i have never met anyone quite like you. i have never loved and hated anyone so much. why do i hang on every word. what is it about you that makes girls swoon? and yet why do i want to wish death upon your heart. you know id do anything for you. Id rip out my own damn heart to help you replace the pieces you've lost along the way. id go thru hell and back for you, you know
current mood:  sick
current music: "Right Side of the Bed" by Atreyu
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8:01 pm - theres no beauty in bleeding mascara
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i look at your picture, and i wonder what i was thinking.
my quality of life has skyrocketed. its interesting to see how much i have changed these past two months. i feel like ive taken a step back and looked at things from the outside. i feel like ive grown, in some ways. and yet im still standing right where i was left.
ive always wanted to go to a drive in movie.
ive always wanted to go skinny dipping.
i just need to find someone to do these things with me.
i know the feeling. you make me want to throw up.
current mood: content
current music: "Corseting" by Atreyu
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5:48 pm - my heart is dead and so are you
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boredboredboredbored.
hit me up on the batphone.
410-1288
you should know the area code, hoes.
i made 200 bones at work today. heck yeah.
current mood:  bored
current music: "My Sanity on the Funeral Pyre" by Atreyu
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9:02 am - set me ablaze.
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i cant wait until i start working the night shift. then i wont be waking up so early....or i wont need to go home every night.
someone IM me: SeansGreenKazoo
Good luck at your interview, boy.
Hiel Narito!
TATTOOS ON FRIDAY MR BAKER.
current mood: optimistic
current music: i will give you 2 guesses.
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2:19 am - holy wow.
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the new atreyu is so amazing and metal. i love it.
i feel terrible for leaving without so much as a goodbye.
current mood:  groggy
current music: "My Immortal" by Evanescence
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Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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9:04 pm - im angry town
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i hate how unorganized i am.
current mood: angry
current music: "Thanks for the Killer Game of Crisco® Twister" by Minus the Bear
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7:14 pm - i think im losing the fight.
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wont you take me to...ANGRY TOWN!!!
so last night on my way home from hangin out, my car broke down. i was stuck at the post office by the oral square mall for an hour and a half....most of that time by myself. so i sat there and cursed out everything...my car...the sprinkers....the cars driving by....i was angry....very angry
i didnt get home and in bed until 3am.
damn my car.
can this week get any worse?
Dude. Work was good today. I love how laid back they are. If anyone needs a job, ill hook a hoe up.
AN NO I AM NOT PREGNANT. sheesh.
do remember ive been to a few doctors appts lately....i still need to make another appt to get my bad shit checked out. booo.
i made cookies today. choc chip, peanut butter and sugar.
i still have my head high. and my hopes. and...well yeah. im still happy and not emo town.
"dont worry ill catch you...dont worry ill catch you...dont ever worry....you're still all that matters to me....."
( Hey Ashley! A Survey!!! )
you know what? ive got wings....so im a damn angel. and ill save you. :P
current mood:  blah
current music: Fievel. surprise surprise.
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Monday, June 28th, 2004
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2:25 pm - ugh
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got some shit ass news from the doctor today so i freaked out started hysterically crying and they sent me home (in good terms).
i love my job.
i hate my life.
...im fucked.
current mood:  distressed
current music: "Most Prized Angels" by Fievel
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12:08 am - sex sells and unfortunately i'm buying.
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we'd look good side by side.
so some people said some really really nice things to me tonight, and i really want to thank those of you who made me feel great (catherine, will and joel)
piebald was absolutely amazing. they played a lot of songs from the friends.... album.
id love to go back to NY for a few days before school starts. i still have 2 rides on the metro on my metro card.
ive had some fucking sick and twisted dreams lately. sick and twisted. and im working on trying to get them where i can show you. (can someone say photo shoot?)
i shaved my legs today and they feel fucking amazing right now. i wish i could share them with someone.
i stole a mission veo poster from the factory. im so crazy.
the spitalfield merch guy was so adorable. aaron was his name.
hopefully thrifting tomorrow after work.
i still love life. and my job, just so you know.
this song is amazing.
it makes me want to get my sour apple twists and cuddle in a plaid blanket on a leather couch. and laugh and talk the hours away.
you know i'd treat you good. ::wink:: goodnight you.
current mood: sleepy
current music: "Absinthe Party at the Fly Honey Warehouse" by Minus the Bear
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Sunday, June 27th, 2004
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10:43 am - gooood morning...only 5 hours later.
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my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me, so won't you kill me....so i die happy.
so i work today from 12-6...which i already told you.
and then piebald is tonight, but i dont have a concert buddy, so if you'd like to go with me....send me an IM to SeansGreenKazoo and ill get back to you as sooon as im off the phone and notice that someone sent me an IM at work. lol
and if i decide not to go and you want to hang out ::ahem ahem:: let me know as well.
Hyman Honies. Thats one of the greatest things ive ever heard in my life.
at work ive been working on my list of qualities my *PERFECT* man would have....its quite unbelieveable what i want...and how there is NOBODY like it...but ill post it anyway sometime on here. its freaking funny as hell...and you know...i think about certain parts of certain people that i want in that person. its...yeah funny.
i cant concentrate when im at work. i just think and think until my head hurts....and no im not thinking about payments...haha. other things. LA LA LA.
i want one of my sour apple things RIGHT now.
i hope they don't make me drink red bull today. oh man...............................
ok. send me ims....ill be bored my partner in crime, brian wont be workin altho...wes will be working (hes my manager, and hes like 22 and nicer than everyone else)
current mood:  confused
current music: "Man and Wife, The Former (Financial Planning)" by Desaparecidos
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5:15 am - cherry's got the funk.
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we want the funk...we want the funk....
wont you take me to....EMO TOWNNNNNNNNN.
im so tired and delirious.
i got to buzzed today ...err yesterday....(saturday)....and i acted so foolish. thank god it was with 2 people that dont give a rats ass if i act like a fucko so...yeah. they're cool.
work today (sunday) from 12-6. short day. i wonder who all is working.
looks like my chicago/iowa trip isnt happening.
the fievel show on friday was absolutely spectacular...unfortunately i made the terrible decision to drink red bull at work because i was low on energy...and yeah. had a heart attack thing at the show. thank goodness matt was there to help.
didnt work on saturday. it was good to have a day off. i hung out with chris carabba. and i got another sunburn on my shoulders.
why am i awake right now you ask????
woke up to a terribly horrible bad dream...which made me the emo queen....and then matt sent me an im (hes got strangely good timing...) and yeah. so now im up.
Bin ich überhaupt genug für dich? Ich liebe deutsch. Ich bin sehr muede. ? is that right? muede (no umlaut of corse) hmm....i forget. i need to take more german.
i need go to back to sleep.................
i like this lyric. im such a sugar mama. lol.
if you need money for bills my lover I could cover you
current mood: groggy
current music: "$$$$" by Desaparecidos
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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9:16 pm - i'd cover you.
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sakura last night was so good. holy smokes.
chez geek...altho im a geek and was too tired to play last night. i almost finished my quota of the rest of the animal crackers, but was too tired to eat. i know. thats sad. so i will finish them next time. i swear. took a nap for like 15 minutes on the top bunk, but figured it would be best to come home and sleep. so i did. and slept i did. good sleepin.
work rocked today. of corse. and i gave the cute boy my digits. oh skrit.
ruckus is in grand rapids michigan today. my great grandma lived there. crazy!
im full. i ate 2 sammiches, a bowl of cereal and a piece of ice cream cake when i got home. i cant wait to get paid so i can join an effing gym.
i need to go find my social security card. and take a nap.
love yall
<33333333333333333333
current mood:  accomplished
current music: "$$$$" by Desaparecidos
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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
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6:45 pm - :)
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my job rocks. i made $180 today.
i love life.
dinner tonight at sakura. yum.
<3
current mood: accomplished
current music: "Summertime" by Mae
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Monday, June 21st, 2004
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6:06 pm - dudes.
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work was amazing. to say the least. i got there at 10...had a meeting with the trainer and the 2 other new people and then got on the phones. dude. it was so much fun. they have ghetto music blasting all day....the managers ran around clapping and telling everyone we rock and such....we can take breaks and shit...wear whatever we want...its amazing. and...i made 100 bucks today. for sittin around. the time went by fast. tomorrow: im bringing a clipboard, a drawing pad (for the downtimes), lots and lots of water and lunch...oh man. i love it so much dudes. if anyone wnats a job and doesnt mind sittin on your butt talking on the phone and dancing around and shit...dude. get a job with ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you make money. for every package you sell (but its not really selling) you get 100 bones. i know...i only sold one, but its a monday, nobody sold much. so yeah. 100 bucks. in one day. thats my goal. at least 100 a day. thats 500 a week . .. dude.s wowl. OH OH OH and theres a REALLY cute boy that works the night shift...hes got like shaggy hair and..woah. he was really effing cute. WOOOOOO. lol.
so...i have been so happy. soooo happy. and this job makes me happier. i am finally comfortable with everying thats going on in my life and....im so happy :) :) i wish i could share my happiness with everyone. seriously. i have such a grin on my face.
i cant wait to go to work tomorrow.
i love you guys.
current mood: indescribable
current music: "Checklist" by Big D and the Kids Table
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9:32 am - sure.
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so. i went to the ozma/rooney/straylight run show...only to see straylight run. IT WAS SO EFFING HOT THERE...i listened to a few of straylight runs songs and then noticed it was 9:30 and mission veo was playing at 10 in delray. so i went to my car...drove up....its really a cute place, that da da's...adorable as anything. everyone was there. it was so cool. you could draw with chalk on the tables. i went a little trigger happy with that. lol,. but the only bad thing...it was 21+ to go inside and watch. luckily they were just inside the door so i could hear them. but when they played natural selectioni stood right at the door with my lighter... :)
left and came home to sleep...
set my alarm for 8:00am...
woke up at 8:30 to realize that my clock was on the wrong time....it was 8:30 pm when i woke up. WHOOPS. anyway...i wanted to wake up at 8:30...so thats some fucking luck if i'd say so myself.
my sunburn hurts. i knew i should have put on sun screen before swimmin. ah well.
hope all is well with everyone.
ill let you all know how work went when i get home <33333333
current mood: nervous
current music: "8- Desert's On Fire" by Murder By Death
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Sunday, June 20th, 2004
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7:23 pm - p.s.
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i need a new livejournal icon BADLY.
anyone want to hook a nucka up and help me make one? i dont have photoshop or any photo program on my computer that will shrink pics to 100x100 pixels. so. someone. please. help a hoe out. thanks
current mood: happy
current music: "Checklist" by Big D and the Kids Table
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7:01 pm - those bakers, they love their drama
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my evening.
met up with roberto at the fresh market on university. DUDE HE WAS WEARING A COWBOY HAT AND BOOTS. it was the funniest shit ever. then we went to bed bath and beyond and bought animal crackers and a yankee candle car freshener (macintosh apple. mmm)
drove to solid sound. got there just as fievel was going on. they played a WONDERFUL set complete with Glenn's guitar going out of tune and matt jumping off the bass drum and landing on the drum set. (cute) matt got a boo boo on his eye and on his thumb, which i so graciously kissed to make feel better. i consumed some smirnoff...gave most of them to matt. (lol) and yeah. got a nice little buzz goin...so i was really really happy. talked to john wise (i love that kid), nick petakas (stretching fm forever) catherine, erica via cell phone, and im sure a lot of other people but i really dont remember. sorry. then matt and i came to my house to get more of my alcohol and on the way back...matt made me go 110 on powerline...i only got to 105 but still. good times. then we watched madelyn and then i left....went to my house...got some shit and met matt, cory & ryan & benny & manny & kerry from the mission veo at matts house. other people too...but they are anonymous for special purposes. we were all sitting in the living room at casa de baker and playing the abc band game...everyone had beers (i had my smirnoff) and then....the dogs killed one of matts moms birds. then the cops show up. so we were all spazzin out...nothing serious happened....EXCEPT THE PERSON WHO CALLED THE COPS WAS MATTS MOM....evil ice queen. EVIL. so i got in ryan's car with benny ryan kerry and one anonymous person and we went to the field...an ADORABLE irish pub on griffen and 441. matt, cory and manny showed up and we all were there for a long time. we had sooooo much fun. some peopel got wicked drunk. crazy shit..HAHAHA...and then benny and i got tired and were the party poopers. i got in the veo mobile and went with ryan (NOLAN by the way) kerry and benny to ryans house...then benny took me to matts...then matt and i came to my house and slept. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired. woke up. went back to casa de baker and went swimming....and chilled...and now...waiting for the mission veo show at dada in delray beach. WOOOO.
i got a sunburn on my shoulders from the pool. whooppppss.s
OH DUDES!
i drank my 12 oz green apple stuff...1 bottle while at matts house....GO ME. it took me like...2 hours but...i drank 1/2 before swimming and 1/2 after. it was GREAT times.
i really want ot hang out with the mission veo more and go to their cute little pub. ha. go figure. i just type mission veo, and train ride comes on. <3
so yeah.
i love you guys.
everyone be safe. be good. and....i love you.
p.s. ive been so happy since thursday. not quite sure why, but...i love it.
work starts tomorrow at 10 am. im excited!!!!
current mood: excited
current music: "train ride with tim burton" by The Mission Veo
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